about a boy who loves a girl

2005-04-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

twentyfour, or 24, is the best ever numerical combination ever.
and i love you. =)

2005-04-22T14:39:00.000+08:00

i feel rather broken up today
at least i didn spend money

2005-04-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

i messed up the physics practical.
crap
theres titration practical test tmr
crap
i failed geog miserably
crap
i didn listen to the oral tips miss hia gave
crap
i copied during tuition
crap

today just sucks for me basically

wont you kill me,
so i die happy

2005-04-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

hmm,todays pretty okay
at silas's place now.
gotta do history and physics homework later
cant believe chinese prelims are like,
this sat?
darn.

gotta go study tmr man
haha =)

2005-04-17T11:07:00.000+08:00

hah,its our 24th day.
nice number,nice day.
ive been really lazy to blog these days,
extremely high inertia

anyhows,we didn get to study yesterday
it wasnt our intention,our intention was good
i found out that the security guard was just a figure
and he wouldn really do anything
and he looks like stalin
haha,it was quite funny

we went to bukit merah library but it was kinda crowded?
so we tried esplanade library,but it wasnt within the study periods
so uhh i guess we're just not fated to study yesterday,heh
we borrowed books
and we went up the mandarin hotel thing
the revolving restaurant at the top or whatever you call that
we eventually got chased out
but the view from heaven
was so darn pretty
there wasnt any suitable movie timings,
so there wasnt anything much to do

ness was nice enought to wait with me for silas
but in the end,silas was the one waiting for me.
haha.
silas and i went holland,and went back
darn boring la i tell you
we saw gracia and clara on the way

2005-04-14T19:44:00.000+08:00

i kinda like chem practical today
cos i knew what to do.
i was rather diligent during e math too
we played captains ball
but i rarely touched the ball?

i think silas is quite a good listener after all
i can like tell him everything
not bad.haha
well he has his problems too
and im a good listener too
heh

the english compre was quite difficult
i hope i intepreted the passage correctly
physics remedial got cancelled
so the few of us slacked in class for a while
we took a few pictures,most of them are lame ones.
uhh yeah,went for dinner after that

actually,come to think of it,
its my fault.
im too sensitive
and i dont give you time.
but anyway lets just get on with it

2005-04-13T20:25:00.000+08:00

die,my computer works very slowly nowadays
i think i got some virus.darn.
gracia gave me some chewing gum wrapper
she wrote something on it
it has a very nice smell at first la,
but as the day passed,the smell faded away?
miss hia told me that i did quite okay for the english essay
hah,honestly im quite happy.i didn expect to get positive remarks from her
unless of course,she was being sarcastic

tuition was quite fun.
we did little work
and crapped a whole load
haha.

2005-04-12T19:16:00.000+08:00

i sang during chapel today man.haha
the worship session was not bad
i realised that im a very very bad liar
a very bad one.
i cant lie through my teeth
i cant lie without blinking
next time you think im lying,
just ask "you sure?"
i'll tell you the truth.

i dont know what to write for history test
ness is weird,shes still quite calm even as she lost her wallet?
thank goodness,she got it back
i passed physics test with 22.5/40
well,thats a start.

we went to ocs safti mi after that
the guys there are rather cute,heh

2005-04-11T17:38:00.000+08:00

physics wasnt as boring as i expected it to be,dont know why.
i think i got another booking,cos i didn have a valid reason to why i didn go chinese remedial on friday.
that makes it my 3rd booking.
darn,im gonna get the first taste of the cane soon i think
and uhh i messed up my history presentation
the consequences of not preparing
oh well,better do better next time.
oh and beaver released us for recess early.

we did the history poster during recess,
but i left it up at mrs kweks classroom.
uhh,sorry.
i didn listen to a single thing during e math
lifeskills was uhh,interesting?
training got cancelled due to the rain
silas and i went ec to cut hair
hah.

theres a history test tmr and im still not very clear on this chapter?
somehow,i dont bother to get myself familarized.
its like,take this analogy:
youre really thirsty in some desert
you know you are standing on a patch of land rich in groundwater
but youre just too damn lazy to dig,and get the water.
even though you know that the water would surely be good for you.
yeah,something like that.

2005-04-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

i just went to some foot reflex centre or something.
its bullshit.
waste time,waste money

2005-04-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

history project is screwed,
roystons place isnt that bad
lunch with silas and andrew
silas and i kinda sneaked into school
the guard was quite blind,heh

towned with silas
it wasnt that bad actually
but we did lots of walking
new bag from silas
new pair of slippers from mel(pending)

today was nice
you rock!

2005-04-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

thanks for the drink!
i really needed it,
was darn thirsty

2005-04-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

i now know the chemical formula of sodium carbonate
pe was rather fun,i got my best timing of 2.4 so far
i wished i didn write that essay,
its so out of point
miss hia probably wont bother grading it
silas and i got a scolding from ganesan
for not handing up the photocopy of our passports
played abit of soccer,then headed for physics remedial
it was okay i guess,did some teeny weeny catching up with my best friend gracia
soccer again,for a while
home.

a maths test tmr
and heymath doesnt really work on my computer
kiss my hopes of passing,goodbye

2005-04-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

we should spend more time
i do,cherish you

2005-04-05T21:16:00.000+08:00

im happy that i got through today,
today was supposed to suck

i sang during chapel
i screwed a math
new geography grouping
a free period
physics test
chemistry results; 5/30

breko is a bloodsucker,
no mood to study today
darn.

2005-04-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

nothing really interesting happened today
except that i took my vaccination
with the company of ness justin and mindy
heh,

aiyo,you saturday can anot,
i really wanna spend some time with you

2005-04-03T17:12:00.000+08:00

almost attended church
walked to ghimmoh and had johnson duck
i kinda miss that place man,
my family used to go there quite often

we had an adventure on bus 100
which took us to kallang
the furniture sale was rather nice,
but the service suck
there was this old lady who kept following us
PEST!heh
ness thought that the whole situation was darn funny
i just found it okay.hahahha
anyway we took 33 back and she waited with me for my bus
sweet right?
=)

2005-04-02T14:56:00.000+08:00

i came in 33rd for cross country.
im fated with the number 33 man
yeah,i almost got top 25
but ness, she got like 26th position la!
super unlucky, but im proud of you girl

we caught the wedding date
i think its quite erm,sexual?
but looking at the bigger picture,
i think its a nice show

i had my first meal at coffee club and i dont think i would go there again
ness and i accidentally ended up at the airport
okay,my bad.haha
but it was nice.
omg,the chalet sucks.

ness!i love the cross country kit!

2005-03-31T18:25:00.000+08:00

i had a bad flu today even tho i had 2 panadols before i came to school
i sneezed like crazy,royston and silas can vouch for me
we were victim of a moody teacher
pe was rather fun;
we played captains ball and i kinda fell?
amazingly,it doesnt hurt that much
it looked painful,but its actually quite painless
but its kinda bruised cos i hit my elbow on the floor
nevertheless,i had fun.heh

miss lim's talk today wasnt that unbearable
at least for once.
physics remedial was okay,
mr lim gave us some motivational talk
and im quite psyched about the soccer camp suddenly
im rather proud to be in the planning commitee.
heh

and you!thanks for the kiner bueno =)
too bad the ice cream dude wasnt here.
hahha

2005-03-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

you know what?
i could be at suntec hall 601 now
jumping and screaming
at the simple plan concert
but here i am.

i was like quite entu in physics
i did all the things right i guess
but i kinda copied what royston did
but i got my own answers
and mr lim approved
the best thing was that i finished ahead of time
while everyone is still ike busy doing?
i nvr knew that i could be so studious

the relief teacher for a math was damn cute
his smile could melt everyones heart
i had recess today again
i must find out what is making me so hungry

miss hia was rather pissed and sad today
but it wasnt such a big issue,just that it doesnt happen everyday
tuition was rather okay
im so on about friday man,heh

look at us;

we're beautiful.

2005-03-29T20:41:00.000+08:00

happy birthday eddie

ness,you ponner! haha
i didn expect you to really pon
even after what i said last night.
heh!

mr chia can sing bloody well
chapel was quite entertaining today
i slept during maths today
geog is a chore.
broke the covenant and ate recess
sorry,but i was darn hungry

we were supposed to take a vaccination jab
but i had no cash,and the queue was really long
and since my initial plan was to go update my passport,
i hecked the jab
and i thought that silas and ness werent gonna take it too
BUT,
silas took,which is okay cos he kept saying maybe he take
BUT NESS,SHE PANGSEH ME
NOW SHE HAS TO GO WITH ME TO AN OUTSIDE DOCTOR OR SOMETHING
hahhah,tooo baddddddd

i try to be perfect,

it just dont work

2005-03-28T21:13:00.000+08:00

you know actually,
the days seem brighter now.
not literally of course
its just brighter for me =)

we receieved some chinese test paper
and i got like 11/50
its crap la,but im quite happy
because i know that i didn copy a single word
and i studied abit before the test

mrs kwek was pissed today
heh,i got 6 for e the angle properties of circles
but,so did ness!
hahhaha.sorry
we will do better next time,yes?

we went jogging for cca today
i think i put in quite alot of effort
im rather happy.
we played soccer after that

i think we're doing fine

im pleased with the way things are going,

2005-03-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

hah,we won st.pauls 6-2
thats about the only interesting thing that happened today

2005-03-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

i went for a run with silas today
i felt that it was quite good,

silas and i had an adventurous journey to church
i trusted his sense of direction..
but i admit that i was at fault too la.
heh
anyway,we had free food
bens cell leader treated us

service at COOS was nice today
the senior pastor guy was like not bad
and there was a dance and a video
and it was neat

we went essential brews after church
with ness sheranne and silas
we had quite alot of fun. hah

2005-03-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

the mrt spoil today
some dude jumped onto the track or something
had to take a bus,long journey

i went popular first
and then to cine
and hah,i bought couples seats for someone. oops?
heffalump was sold out, =(

AND I DONATED 5 BUCKS
believe or not, someone and i actually donated
this guy was really good with persuading
he makes us feel bad
he will make a fine salesman

the ice cream cake wasnt that yummy
hagaan daz was a tad too sweet
but heck,it was free anyway
we went up to the roof terrace
and yes,today is a good day
after all, its good friday

im so glad that im with you

and im still smiling.hahha

2005-03-24T21:29:00.000+08:00

school was boring.
but the day was good.

damn good.

2005-03-23T19:28:00.000+08:00

the days are getting really really boring
its the same day in,day out.

especially geog,its the most shitty period ever.
i didn do anything to my hair today,
so it sucks?
heh,but im gonna keep it until i cut hair again
cos its like im lazy to do anything to my hair in the morning,
and its getting tough cos its getting long
so im gonna be a good boy and keep it flat

crystal gave me and some others this brownie thing
shes damn nice la
im gonna eat it for tmr's recess.
hope it doesnt turn bad

we did the angel mortal thing again
this time,im darn happy.
my mortal is cool
my angel is obvious,and shes cool too
so,all is well

mr ng gave some motivational talk today
especially to me,since i was doing very badly in everything

i've given lots of thought on this,

have you?

2005-03-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

hah,happy birthday ness.

she got like so many presents la.
look at me, so pathetic.
only got a present from you.
(this is the part when you all go awwwwwwwww and feel guilty.this is also the part when you start thinking of what should you get for my belated present.)

silas didn come today,so school wasnt that fun.
but heck,im better off alone.
hha,kidding.

and i felt that chapel today was quite nice
okay,im not those holy type
but at least the music was good.
the singing too

gotta pass up chemistry file tmr,
but mines super crappy.
i think i'll get booked.

show me all the rules,girl,

i just want to belong

2005-03-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

today was rather boring la,

i cant believe that i didn say a single word to you today,

im so sorry

2005-03-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

i went church today after a very very long time,
i kinda enjoyed it?
the speaker was rather excellent

we had a game against st johns st margarates
we won 2-1.
the victory was a very fulfiling one. heh

im heads over heels

for you

all for you

2005-03-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

please tag on my tagboard
its been rather quiet,

mr ng revised combination and permutation with us today
and i forgot like everything?
man,

silas bren and i dined at ikea
and we had a horrid time searching for seats
it was darn crowded.

somehow,im feeling quite sleepy.
goodnight

2005-03-19T01:49:00.000+08:00

ahh, i caught in good company today
it was rather nice,
the kind of show that makes you smile
but it was quite draggy?

the drama production was crap!

every moment spent with you;

are the best moments in my lifetime

2005-03-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

oh man, chinese was a complete was of time. but i came really late la, so i cant complain much. heh

we caught swing girls today.
it was rather nice
not the girls, the show.
but kenneth and justin kinda liked the girls.

tuition sucks!
i dont know alot of stuff but i ujst kept saying "orh" when mr ng was explaining. fake it till you make it man.

2005-03-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

my parents are back! good because i dont have to do the chores anymore, bad because my mom will start nagging.

i will do my BEST to blog tonight, cos it was quite eventful?

first of all, clara melia and i waited for gracia for lke super long?
we made our way to habourfront to meet reuben after that
getting into sentosa has never been more difficult; the buses were ALL full. we tried to walk but the person at the booth there said that we were not allowed to walk across the bridge. so the only option remaining was to take a cab.

and sentosa was quite fun. we played volleyball first and it was extremely embarassing cos we all suck at it. but dont care la. just play. we went to the sea after that with some float thingy. and it was still rather scary. kayaking was way more fun la. later in the evening, we played volleyball against this pair of hongkong dudes. they were really friendly and the best thing was that they kinda suck at volleyball too? hah. but it was 4 against 2. reuben,gracia,melia and i. yeah it was rather fun and it strengthened our bi-lateral ties.

we went to watch some musical fountain thing after that and it was quite entertaining. i didn know singapore was capable of this kinda stuff, cos its like all the cool laser stuff. after that, we went palawan beach and there was where the fun part was. the rest of them gave me a surprise. but getting some sparklers thingy. aiya its difficult to explain the whole thing, but im like really happy la.haha.

thanks to you all.

i really, really like you.

the ball is in your court now.

2005-03-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

hitch, is a very good show. i thoroughly enjoyed it.

i need some sleep.
-snores

2005-03-15T01:56:00.000+08:00

hah,silas is at my place now, gonna stay over. no, we're not gaying.

walked from holland back home.
we walked on the sidewalks.
hah,actually no la.

2005-03-14T13:08:00.000+08:00

hey, sorry ar. i think nowadays im really lazy to blog. call me lazy-bones. whatever. but im just lazy la, sorry. haha

uhh, will probably just post some short recollections on what happened, and some objectless thoughts.

i intend to go for a slow jog later.
i hope that i will ACTUALLY do it.
because sometimes theres no action in what i say

todays weather is nice
i think the haze is clearing up too?
its a beautiful day.

and now i tell you openly

you have my heart so dont hurt me

youre what i couldnt find

a totally amazing mind

so understanding and so kind

youre everything to me

2005-03-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

guess whos back, back again.
narddys back, tell a friend.

okay.i have been missing for quite some time? but now im back.
actually,sorry. i dont know what to blog about now. haha.
but im happy.
and im hopeful

2005-03-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

i get too lazy to blog, sometimes

2005-03-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

darn, i cant remember what happened in school today. or maybe im just too lazy to think. ahh,whatever

just came back from dinner with the family. we dined at cafe de cartel and the food was really sinful? im so full now.

2005-03-09T20:19:00.000+08:00

darn, manutd is knocked out of the champions league. how unlucky. nvm, next year. we'll get it next year.

i skipped tuition today, so much for trying to be a better man.

alright, i was paying attention during physics today. mr lim showed us a video, and everyone was like falling asleep? but i was still watching the boring thing. i was certain that i would go against the flow, to push my diligence level higher. even during a maths, i was listening. this was like the first time that i was so serious about school. heh.

silas and i got a free marshmellow from maple. hah. anyway, miss hia came back alr. i did really badly in the previous english assignments. i barely passed the compre test. oh ya, speaking about results, i had a e8 for e maths, d7 for a math, c5 for geog and humans. if i continue producing this kinda results, i might as well burn in hell. so im gonna put in more effort, and make sure that there will be a marked improvement. but this silas, just had to rub it in. he kept talking about how he couldnt believe that he lost to reuben, cos reubens maths is supposed to suck. and now he got like, 60+? and silas didn lose to him by alot. but he just kept saying that he lost to reuben. and that everyone in aspire hub did really well for maths? except him. i mean, dude, im doing alot worse than you. the least you could do is just shut up?

our class finished second for captains ball. they had like a controversial journey there. but, heck. first the worst, second the best. played captains ball after that, and im like the worst player there? its like an all-star team la. gosh.

honestly, tell me that its over

cause if the world is spinning and

im still living

it wont be right if we're not in it together

2005-03-09T04:34:00.000+08:00

its half time now. the score is still 0-0. i sure hope that manutd will score

anyway,thanks for all the encouragment and all. but im still aware of the fact that my life is ruined. i'll do my best to pick up the pieces.

hopefully, i'll go back to my normal crappy self. heh. thanks for all the concern

2005-03-08T16:55:00.000+08:00

i came to a painful realisation, that i messed my life up.
i always thought that only my studies was screwed, but studies was not everything in life. so life actually doesnt suck.
but now, i know what my life is about.

you see, i dont think god made me for me to waste my life. im sure he had a plan for me. but i just messed this whole thing up. i had chance after chance, to make myself better, to learn to study, learn to be human, learn to be a giving person. now, im just a rotten bastard

i honestly, dont give a heck about studies. we had e math test today and i was already sleeping 15mins ahead of time, when everyone was still working on the paper. i just dont bother. i didn even try to copy either niams or silas's work. i failed physics test by half a mark, and theres gonna be a retest this thursday for all the failures. damn, i was just so close to passing. if i had just put in that extra effort to study, i could have just passed the paper. hell, im not good in any subjects. im always failing all the freaking subjects there is to fail. i dont have a foundation, im a goner.

im not a human being. i dont give a shit about whats happening around me, whether people need help or not, whether people are hurt by what i say or do, i just brush them away. i do wrong things, but always think that im in the right. i show attitude to people, and think that the world owes me everything.

yeah,sometimes you cant make it on your own. friends? what are friends, when its my life that im living. friends dont live life for me. i do it yourself. just leave me alone, and let me bitch about my pointless life.

sweet sixteen in 3 days' time, narddy.
sweet? bullshit.

2005-03-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

gosh,im like totally drained. i think i really need to eat more. i get tired quite easily?darn.

anyway,i got my first booking today for TRYING to be a good student. you see,we were supposed to hand in our combined humanities file. most of us didn, but i did, although it wasn't properly filed and stuff. but at least i still passed it up? and so, he checked mine, and a few others and we got booked for filing the stuff properly. i mean, what the hell. at least we made an effort to try? what about the people who didn even bother to hand it in? stupid beaver boy.

oh yeah,i failed physics test; 9.5/20
failure's not flattering. really

elaine met our class for lifeskills today. and i pretty much offended her? haha,nvm. last year already. must leave a legacy. she talked to us about where we were gonna go after o levels and gave us this stack of papers which was about the entry requirements of schools and all. i must say that its quite helpful? i think i would wanna take mass communication if i can do well for english. if not,i'll do business.

i went for e math remedial.after that i played abit of soccer with vietnam and the rest. and oh man, our interclass soccer was quite screwed? but it was fun nevertheless. we lost to 4f 3-0. i was like dman entu la,running ard the damn court like some dog. haha. in the end, i only tired myself out. but anyway 4f lost to 5a after match. and im quite pleased?hahhahahahha.sorry,im really mean. but hey,what goes ard,comes ard. and our class the captains ball team is damn good la. we got into the finals, which would be played on wednesday. im damn happy for the team man. im proud of all the players. though im just a ordinary member of the class. heh.

we played captains ball after that, it was supposed to be 4d against the rest. which was pretty much the PA crew. it was really really fun. but i think my shoes are quite torn now. im having blisters.

2005-03-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

leonarddy/narddy/nard/leonard/narddypants/narddypoo ;

hey you! (((:
its been nice knowing you.
and yr bdays coming like really soon!
bet yr excited about that huh.
just a mere 4 days away.
i hope you ll be able to find sth to do by then.
or at least sth better to do.
well.i m supremely bored.
going arnd invading pples blogs
so here goes ;
yr a great person to talk to, ever full of funny ideas and jokes.
yr like a whole lyric bk,
always ready with a lyric to slot into the conversation
you seem to feel bad easily? which is like really funny
you say it best when you say nothing at all.
you like to walk and walk and walk and walk? yeah you get my drift.
yr always in the same boat as me, which is not such a gd thing

ahh well.theres much more.but i think i m off to invade others (:
till the next invasion,

- see ya! (((:

2005-03-06T19:28:00.000+08:00

we lost 4-2 to angola church. the odds were stacked against us.
but nvm la. its not always rainbows and butterflies.

i loved you all along

2005-03-06T10:57:00.000+08:00

okay,i will try to recall what i blogged about yesterday,before its all gone.

blenheim tan is one hell of a guy.
hes not dead.

silas,toh,winner,mel,reuben,george and i went sentosa yesterday and it was like really really crowded.we played volleyball,which i suck at.actually there was nothing much to do there?i didn even get tanned.darn.

so i left early and coincidental saw gracia on the bus.it was fun talking to my best friend.

last night was sweet,and i already ate the cake.it tastes quite good

2005-03-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

YOU KNOW I BLOGGED EVERYTHING ALR,DEN WHEN I CLICKED PUBLISH POST,IT BECAME THE PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED.

I WANNA KILL THIS COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now its crystal clear;

im falling for you

2005-03-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

today was rather dead,i felt quite tired and everyone was still talking about the rugby. heh.chemistry seemed okay today for once.and the kinematics chapter in a math was rather easy,at least for now.

reuben silas niam and i went for chinese remedial and spoke a whole load of crap to the teacher.i ponned training today,and went to the polyclinic with niam cos he needed to get a mc.

you,i know how you feel

i've been though this

when someone could love you one day

and lose that feeling on the next

it aches,i understand

but you know that i would never do that to you

2005-03-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

im so deadly dead in chemistry; i DO NOT know a single thing about titration, and had to copy what royston did. in the end, he did it wrongly. two wrongs never make a right.

pe was rather interesting; we did some human stretcher thingy, which was darn lame, but fun. after that i went to play soccer. and yeah, it was fun too. stupid lesnar went to confiscate every handphone which was not switched off. i fell victim, despite the warning from mel.

we had our health check up today, we were tested our eyesight and blood pressure. before that, we were taking jump-shots with justins cam. it felt quite dumb at first, but it soon got fun. heh. and we were all making a din at learn@fairfield where the checkup was being carried out. it was super funny.

english was turned into a free period. we were taking more pictures and talking. anything but study. and then we played this game called "throw the crushed paper ball into the dustbin." the pioneers where silas and i. but the game was massively popular and more people were trying to throw it in. we even missed fairsian connect.

went for chemistry remedial after school with 4f. ate quite alot of food from theron jovian and eugene. thanks man. we went for training after that. it was raining today, so we stayed in the gym. then we went to play at the basketball court. somehow, today just felt really boring. so i stopped playing. i went to the cca block the corridor there, and it opened a new door in my life. we played rugby. seriously. it was BLOODY fun i tell you. scratches and bruises are the end result though. but hey, no pain no gain. quek ying tong is darn strong. like some bull. my team was usually jovian,ian,ben,niam and i. some people went,some people came. the other team consisted of the ncc dudes; victor,ying tong,theron,enshao and daniel came later.

after that we went downstairs to play soccer. it was really messy, everyone was just anyhow kicking but it was fun nevertheless. i dont know how i got so much energy today. i guess im on a high.

if thats what you think

then i shant force it

2005-03-02T19:39:00.000+08:00

let me tell you a very sad story.
there was once a boy,who had to spend his birthday alone.
damn sad right?come 11th march,you will have the chance to give that boy a happy ending.

i was feeling quite awake today because i slept really early the night before.

tuition was darn good today.i dont know why,but i've learnt quite a fair bit. i asked mr ng why was he angry with me,but he said that it was nothing much,and everythings fine now.so i still didnt know what did i do wrong, but i apologized anyway. cos surely i had done something wrong, or else he wouldn be so mad at me. at the end of the day, it just feels better. a load off my chest,at least.

with the sound of your voice
its close to paradise

2005-03-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

here comes march.

i dont know why,but i kinda enjoyed social studies today.it was funny,

went to watch constatine today with silas and reuben at tiongbahru. man,the show sucks. the plot is wrong. its disgusting.

but i'll just bite my tongue

2005-02-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

guys,please please,pray for maples brother.his condition is critical.please,how would you feel if the same thing happened to your own brother,someone whos still so young with a promising future ahead of him.please.

i was really sleepy today,bel kinda caught me dozing off during assembly.the day started off with physics,which was oh-so-boring.

we witnessed the collection of the o level results and i must say that it was quite boring?i mean,the school wants to give us a taste of what is gonna happen to us next year.but what for?real senseless man.as if this whole thing is a plot,like the same thing is supposed to happen every year

went for training,but it rained.so it was cancelled.came back to school and played for abit and it was rather fun.

infatuation?

no,more than that

2005-02-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

please pray for maple's brother,blenheim.hes currently in a coma.maple,my thoughts are with you and your family.

okay,went service today. after like a month's abscense. i seriously think that i am gonna change church.

went for soccer today,and it rained!i dont know why must it rain today,after a long dry spell.today was really fun. we played like,5-5, with a small goalpost set up by our stuff.and its really really fun la.heh

surely,

2005-02-27T02:16:00.000+08:00

man.kinda just got home.

met silas at clementi first,and took a bus down to town and met darren niam toh may and maple at cine.and then we walked to lido,cos cine dont have white noise. see,thats why i prefer lido.but cine has all the wierd nice films.like all the french stuff.but lido still better.

i would say that white was an engaging show.it has many shocks,but the storyline was uhhhhhh average. may and niam went back first, and basket,they 2 ar.sure have something going on between them one,just that neither of them want to admit. hai

walked abit with maple toh and silas,and then maple went to meet her mom at centrepoint,while the 3 of us made our way to holland. ate some noddle thingy, and went to starbucks and we say benhiem or something.maples brother.heh. and winner came to join us.

well,she isnt that bad.shes quite nice la.we then went over to her place and yeah, it was like heaven on earth. nothing much. played some gamecube thing,which was rather fun. went home in a cab.

im weak,its true

cause im afraid to know the answer

do you want me too?

cause my heart keeps falling faster

2005-02-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

i need a sign

let me know.

or are we just swept away by a wave of emotion?

2005-02-24T17:58:00.000+08:00

haha,today the bus driver dropped silas and i at the stop ahead of the school bus stop.cos we didn know that there were almost no fairsians in the bus,so we kinda took our time to get down from the upper deck.but alas,the doors of the bus were open,and closed.silas pushed the stop button again,but the driver didn bother.darnnn. had to walk back

we didn have pe today cos lesnar wasnt around.so we did some worksheet thingy,and the relief teacher released us super early,so we had a one hour recess.totally cool man,a few of us went to play soccer.

got back the argumentative essay today,and i got the lowest.8 out of 30.i dont exactly know why?i think that my points were quite okay,and fairly well written.i believe that i should have got at least a 2 digit result.but miss hia seemed to be able to justify herself by saying that i was acting cute.well,maybe.hahhahahahah.oh well,i'll put in more effort next time then.

went for training today,and went home with gwape.

this song describes how i feel so vividly,

i wonder if it was written for me.

heh.

i try to hide it

but i think you know?

2005-02-23T19:40:00.000+08:00

gosh,a maths was a blur.i totally didn pay attention. actually,its not entirely mrs kwek's fault that i dont learn anything.being a shitty teacher was one,but on my part,im always dreaming away.and i slept today,for awhile.

we had geog test today,and im soo dead.because there was learning skills for the sec3s in the lecture theatre,and they were doing the speed reading crap today.so we could like hear all the music that they used,and i was like kinda motivated by it.hahhaa.

tuition was really wierd today, it was extremely quiet. the mood was solemn;the air was stale.

whats this feeling?

help

2005-02-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

happy birthday ian!

i am Officially Screwed. firstly, i missed the bus when i was coming to school,but fortunately i wasnt late.secondly,we thought that the geog period changed to chemistry,so we all brought out our chem books.thirdly,gwape and i were supposed to sit with maple and may during recess,but we didn.forthly,i screwed up my ss test.fifthly,theres geog test tmr.sixly,ness and i had a quite wasted trip to lavander.sevenly,the pictures suck.eightly,the haircut suck.

surely,it doesnt get any worse.

2005-02-21T19:05:00.000+08:00

okay,i think im too skinny.i need to eat more man,seriously.

my mom bought some new shampoo for me,and IT SUCKS!its like,make my hair more itchy la.dammit man.the traffic was really wierd today.

uhh,schools okay.went for training after school,and thats about it.

i think,im falling for you?

2005-02-20T19:50:00.000+08:00

you say it best;when you say nothing at all.

hmm,met silas to go queensway first cos he wanted to get some custom made punk shirts.he say until the shop the designs all super nice liddat.in the end when we reached there,the designs all kinda suck?but he bought one eventually.after that we went to aspire hub awhile,to slack and all that and kinda "pissed" mr ng off.haha.that gay fag.

we couldn get a bus,or a cab to go down to commonwealth.we didn know which bus to take,and the cabs were all occupied.it was a exasperating,really.but we finally managed to figure out that 195 goes to COOS.and we took it.waited for the girls awhile,and then went in.i guess service was quite okay?i dont know,but somehow i felt dead there.after that we had minor conflicts,on where to go and dine.town or holland,but in the end we went the hawker centre behind the church.hahhaa.that one,was damn funny.

the 5 of us;silas,ben,sheranne,ness and i took a cab to suntec,and on the way we were playing some chinese game?heh.i think i showed attitude when we were at suntec.well,cant help it la.it was damn..what la.in the end there was no movie at that time.and everyone was like asking me how how how.when they were the ones who were actually arguing and deciding what to do,and now it seems like im the one to blame?i mean,we're all the blame what.

anyway we sent silas off,and went to raffles hotel to slack abit.talked,stoned and giggled.soon after,ben and sheranne left.cos only ness and i were staying over.so we went esplanade first?haha i really dont know.we went hell lots of places,just kept walking on and on and on.and on and on.and sat and sat.and sat somemore.

let me tell you something,through this stayover,i think my life has been changed by the lyric;you say it best,when you say nothing at all.i mean,its very true.ness and i arent exactly individuals who would just ratter on and on forever.we're pretty quiet?sometimes we would just have nothing to talk about,and just keep silent and stone.but the thing about that silence is that,its not awkward,or strange or menacing or anything.its perfect.we were very comfortable with that silence,and often kept it for long periods.its that type of silence that makes you feel like youre alone,but youre not.i dont know how to explain it,but i think its just the enjoyment of each other's company?something like that.anyway silence is easy.and this silence thingy doesnt work on just anyone and everyone.i think its just..special.thats why,you say it best when you say nothign at all.heh.

anyway,we went many places.sit awhile,den evac.because of cleaners and mosquitoes.finally we ended up on some bridge catching part of the sunrise.cos the sun was like blocked by some buildings?so we were just looking at the sky changing colour.

went town,and ness bought a new pair of slippers.and we caught a movie.hide and seek.erm,its not bad?headed home after that.

i think you guys should try this stayover thing someday.it was a really nice and interesting experience for me.you'll get to know alot more about the person,and learn to appreaciate him or her alot more than you used to

2005-02-18T18:52:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS,I AM SOOOOO LIVING FOR TOMORROW. saturday is finally here.

hmm,reuben kept saying that silas and i are like gays?well,maybe.heh

2005-02-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

happy birthday maple

im having quite a bad flu,and we had pe today.i kinda gave my best under the circumstances,cos i cant really breathe.halfway during the run,i thought i was gonna die cos i felt my chest tighten.but im still here.thankfully

i ponned soccer today. =)

2005-02-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

crap!im getting like alot of pimples la.crap man..super heaty.have to start drinking more water,and get enough sleep.

today ar..mrs koh really pissed me off man.aiya,whatever.but shes not a good person.

i couldn absorb much duting tuition today,everything was just so blurry,everyone so fake. went down to city hall after that.

2005-02-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

hmm,in the midst of doing my geography homework now.time seemed to pass really slowly today,it seemed like an eternity before school ended.anyway,went straight to home today and took a 2 hour nap.and i feel much better after that.

2005-02-14T20:46:00.000+08:00

thanks alot people,for showing all your care and concern for me.i feel loved.i mean,he will be loved right.

and, HAH! all you doubters out there,screw you!cos we won today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! courtesy of hat-trick hero afnan, and shemiah. and we're not the last on the table. we have 3 points. gan eng seng have 1. haha,shit,im damn happy.

but after playing,i feel sick again. =(

2005-02-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

happy valentines.

i have to apologise to two groups of people;my valentines day presents people, and the fsw b'div guys.

my valentines day presents people;im really sorry.i honesltly did prepare for your gift,but i happened to fall ill yesterday,and today.as such,i was unable to come to school today.i hope that you understand my situation,and accept the gifts tmr.and if you could,try to remember to bring mine too.heh

fsw b'div;dudes,i know this is our last game,and we all want at least a win.but sorry man,i cant make it today.you have to put your faith in someone else to take my place,and i wish you guys all the best.

i felt really crappy last night and this morning. i was not able to get to sleep almost the whole night.i tell you,it was horrible.i thought i was hallucinating,the pictures in my mind,and the pictures when i opened my eyes,were completely different. when i closed my eyes, i could "see" all my friends coming to my place to visit me and alot of things la. it was really freaky.

but im better now,and i hope i can go school tmr.

2005-02-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

ahh,im falling sick.i dont know why,but these few days like alot of ppl fell ill,or almost fell ill.victims who succumbed are;ness,silas,gracia,maple;mel;ben and me.actually i think got more la,but i cant think.heh.popped 2 panadols already,hope that i'll be fine tmr!

i wore the zara shirt out today,and my parents said that i looked like ah beng.they asked me to be careful.LOL!talking about conflicting ideologies.anyway,met reuben earlier today to get some sweets for tmr,and we walked around tiongbahru plaza.and we met jiahui,and this chinese character dude.i mean those cai sen ye or something like that.it was quite fun,because he was pretty scary with all the makeup and all.

met gracia and clara afterwards and headed to town.today,i must say,was a really fun day.we managed to do lots of stuff.took many pictures and neoprints and tried on a couple of shirts.i bought a shirt.

guys,sorry man.im really feeling unwell.not really in the best of moods to blog.i gotta get some rest if i were to play in the game tmr.but before i hit the bed,im gonna write all the v day cards!

2005-02-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

whee!

i had tons of fun today. well,almost. i met bel first;went to spotlight to get her fabric paint,and then we walked to lido to meet eddie reuben and toh.got to know bel better,and shes like damn nice la.she'll make a excellent mentor.

played hide and seek at isetan with the guys,and then met amelia and went for lunch.and the 7up was corupted!it tasted like tonic water or something,so toh help me tell the person.cos i was super humji.lol!and so i got a new cup and filled it with mountain dew instead.

walked around hereen and saw quite a few fairsians;the sec3 bb group and the shem,mark,jerry they all group. and theres this super nice shirt shop that reuben and i found. i mean the designs are really nice and the prices are reasonable too. i think im gonng buy from there tmr or something.gracia joined us after that and we took neoprint!yay,damn happy la.neoprints rock!!

headed down to justins place after that and hes place is so pretty. its really large, with a nice spacious porch and a classy interior. totally awesome. we had dinner there and took some pictures.later,we were watching scary movie.i didn watch it before and man,im glad i didn. cos it sucks. it has a really sick sense of humor; only a small part of it was genuinely funny. so justin changed it to shrek instead. but soon, everyone kinda got bored and some started playing cards. seriously i tell you, it looked like a gambling den! haha. but no money involved la,just play for fun.

justins parents are really nice people. thanks justin and family! =)

2005-02-11T19:59:00.000+08:00

hmm school has been pretty normal today, just that silas didn come. we went to northampton park for training today and i can tell you that the field sucks. but thats the only one we could get at the moment, so theres not much we could complain about.

after that, we played soccer for a while. man, aaron was like quite pissed off? dont know la,but hes always smiling so its difficult to tell.

2005-02-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

happy birthday justin!

man,i really gotta drink more water these days. im getting hell lots of pimples.
cny was really boring today. collected 160 so far, including my parents and brother.

okay,just got back from my dad's side. in all, i have collected 240.

2005-02-08T17:15:00.000+08:00

happy birthday clara!!!!!

i HAVE to make this clear to everyone. mel and i are not together, okay? okay we're just girlfriends. cos im supposed to be feminine, in a sense that i know about make-up and girl fashion. so she said i would make a good girlfriend. and thats it, we're girlfriends. and thats all. plus, shes attached already. so all you losers out there who think we like each other, you suck!

met mel at clementi in the morning, and this stupid silas pangseh sia. he didn come school. fortunately niam and i managed to escap the singing thing. after that mel,ben,ian,niam,sheranne ness and i went down to town and i bought like 200 bucks worth of stuff? a topshop jeans, a zara shirt and a pair of converse shoes. i almost cried man.. 200 bucks gone just like that. but its for a good cause i hope. and oh yeah, mel is really motherly. its good to shop with her

2005-02-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

i dont know how to express in words how im feeling right now. we could have won the game. we could have.

2005-02-06T15:06:00.000+08:00

todays horrible. im slightly off colour and still have a game tmr.

i made a wishlist. its to your right

2005-02-05T09:49:00.000+08:00

happy birthday girlfriend!

ahh. today was fun. the day seemed like an eternity, which was a excellent thing. silas, sheranne ness and i went to town today and did alot of walking and buy. sheranne bought some clothes, and i kinda helped out in the selections. heh.

i also bought presents for mel, whose birthday was today. clara, on tuesday. and justin, on thursday. which means, the birthday presents for this month has already been accounted for.

i had so much fun today that i forgot what happened in the course of the day. i just know that i enjoyed myself

2005-02-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

i did something that i didn do for a very long time. i went for a run at the usual place; the 4.6km one. surprisingly, i didn have much problems completing it. thank goodness, or else it'll be super paiseh cos i wore the pe shirt.

we had a lunch "meeting" with the damn principal. i guess i need not say about what she talked about.

2005-02-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

stupid miss thio got frreaking pms again.

pe was really boring today. we went into the gym for a brief explanation of all the machines there. and its like..okay. nothing really new and refreshing. my group for english lesson today and i think it was quite well done. the three of us; i never felt so confident presenting before. so.. kudos to us. hahhaha. damn ego. but nevermind.

and during class contact we took some pictures with justin's cam and he SHOT ANDREW AND CRYSTAL TOGETHER! its super funny i tell you. but also quite hurtful la. and foong was trying to be stupid and wore a pink sweater and put his pe shorts inside his chest as a boob replica. it was so darn funny i tell you, all of us laughed our asses off. hahah.

training was really light today; only had a very slow run, without sprinting. so its like it ended really really early and we went to play soccer after that. my back still hurts. then i went for tuition with vanessa and eugene who was on the way home. todays lesson was out of my thinking capacity i tell you. its beyond the depths of my comprehension and understanding. but im glad that i have a partner in crime who does the same things as me; not paying attention and not knowing anything that the teacher taught.

2005-02-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

niam sent me this really nice song, called halflife. by duncan sheik. its so beautiful that its gonna be in my all time favourite list. you should really go listen.

todays game. i'll just tell you of my own performance. the first 20minutes i didn had a touch on the ball because the team was working like clockwork. everything was going our way. until we conceeeded a free kick and i saved a curling shot. after that, it was pretty average saves, until i let in the first goal. the volloyed shot sllipped under my body, and it wouldn have happened if i was just a split second quicker. the second goal slipped through my legs. yeah, butterfingers.

second half was nothing outstanding from me, pretty routine stuff. just that they popped in 3 more goals, and we had one. i would say that we couldn have really prevented the 3 goals, unless i suddenly had a injection of drugs. i saved a VERY doubtful penatly that was awarded to the opponent. anyway that dude had a really bad shot.

2005-02-01T18:58:00.000+08:00

i screwed my e math test! and my physics too!

anyway we sang that "this is my story this is my song" hymm, and after chapel, we were all singing it. because you see, its like kinda nice tho its old. we copied lots of notes for geog today and went for recess late and went up to beaver's class late, so he was kinda pissed i think.

after school ness silas mel toh andrew and royston went over to heritage view to "study" but in the end we ended up talking rubbish. so it was really fun over there talking nonsense and stuff. and yes mel, im gonna mention you in my blog now. shes superly lame. =)

2005-01-31T20:24:00.000+08:00

last day of the first month. my skin is soo unsightly. i look like i have pigmantation; you know like those white patches and stuff. if by this friday still like that, im gonna burn my skin off. damn disgusting.

i was almost late for school today. i was only almost here(there). okay whatever, but i took the same bus as christabel so i felt kinda safe. walking on thin ice man. and there was a surprise for me when i opened my locker during recess. a lizard appeared in my locker. its like woah, its dead its rotting and theres maggots. the first feeling that came to me was cooooooolllllllll, and then eh shit its in my locker. it attracted a fairly large audience so i was quite pleased so my locker is soooooo famous. im sorry that i didn snap a picture of it. im gonna bring some spray thingy to exterminate all the whatever freak bugs left inside my locker. eew.

after school was training and after that we played abit of soccer/

2005-01-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

kenneth toh is a plagiarist! look at my blog, and look at his blog entry. see the similarity?

teamr-age had a game against the grace assembly seniors today and we won 5-1.

2005-01-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

hehh i went out today with silas melissa and vanessa. and sorry ness,cos silas and i were late. but anyway, mel was later. we made our way to orchard mrt station and toh went to meet us after that. we took neoprint!hahah it was kinda unsucessful but nevertheless fun. after that we went to eat pasta and went for a movie at cineleisure

and you know theres supposed to be a person at the door, tearing your tickets for you right. but just now dont have so we just went in. i mean, its not our fault ma, its they all really dont have anyone there. we watched omen and please, trust me. you wouldn want to watch it because its so totally stupid!

we went swensons later and ordered the earthquake thingy and it was sooooooo delicious. and then we went a few other places and we went zara! man it was really fun. trying all the clothes that the girls chose for us. hahhha. super fun. i think im abit metrosexual but who cares. it really was interesting. but the sad thing is, everyone had to go back already.

i honestly didn wanna go.

2005-01-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

ahh.just got off the phone with gracia and im glad that we talked. because we like super long nvr talk already so its about time we did some catching up. and well, im glad that she told me some things that i should have known about earlier.

wah today super suay. fell down 3 times. hahha. the first one was when i banged into vietnam, secondly i fell when i tried to do some flick, and finially at the curb near the back gate.

2005-01-27T23:20:00.000+08:00

today miss thio got pms or something man.. she was nagging about every single thing. really. and it was the first lesson of the day. what a start.

pe was okay..we didn play captains ball :( and i really need to put in more effort next time cos today i was like slacking all the way and even enshao was ahead of me. maybe it was because of the game yesterday?i dont know.

i spent $2.90 on recess today;two canned drinks at 70cents each and food from the malay stall at $1.50. thats way over my budget but i was really thirsty today. heh. haha and at the service learning talk today, everyone was like really entu about it. even me. hahha cos its like quite exciting.

after school a few of us were playing in the classroom and i wont tell you what were we doing cos its really gay and embarassing. hahha but i had fun. and then i went for traiing. alot of ppl pon today but i faithfully went, and influenced vietnam to go too. talk about peer pressure.

headed for aspire hub with vanessa on a pretty long bus ride cos the traffic was kinda heavy. and somehow, i could concentrate during tuition today.

2005-01-26T19:37:00.000+08:00

we played taboo during geog today, and i was the first to participate cos mrschoe said lets start with leonard. the word given was 'patterns' and i had a very difficult time trying to explain it.
aynway, i ate 3 dishes from the malay stall for recess today. its a rare sight. and i even bought a 50cent drink. like how cool is that. heh.

we left class early today because of our match. and lets not talk about the scoreline; as long as manu beats chelsea later, everything will be okay. and i think i was kinda lucky today, cos i was at the right places and the right times.

my skin has started peeling. let the shedding begin

2005-01-25T20:52:00.003+08:00

haha today i alighted at the bus stop before school cos i tot i was already late. but i was not, so.. i wasted energy. chapel was a little different today, we had a counsil band leading worship and the investiture(however you spell it). and the counsillors sang the same boring song again;one voice. argh.. same thing every year.

we had social studies test today and hey you know what? actually beaver is super cute! believe or not, he is. i think i can at least pass the test, i hope so. cos i did study. after school we went to aspire hub, and guess who i saw. joey tan. haha. okay anyway ian silas and i went aspire hub to study. that was our aim la but we didn acheive it. we kinda like just slacked there and stuff and laughed alot. and then we were on our way to nuh to visit miss hia.

man, i hated the 197 bus driver. i asked him whether does the bus go to nuh, and he just said toh tuck toh tuck or something like that. mann.. i didn know what the hell was he saying man. so we got off. and then samanatha chan told me that 197 could go nuh so we took the next one.

haha miss hia still the same la. but it was quite fun seeing her. talked abit, and then we left.

we have a game against kent ridge tmr. i wanna play well man. oh and i really really really wanna go out on saturday. i told silas that even if noone is going, i'll just go alone. hahha. okay that one not so sure yet. but i really wanna go out

2005-01-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

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2005-01-24T13:43:00.000+08:00

sheesh.its e math lesson now and we're supposed to be doing something about the symmetry properties & angle properties.boring stuff man. i think its supposed to be simple..but i haven been paying attention in class. so yeah. daydreaming kills.

2005-01-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

chester and i didn go cell today because we didn know where cell was. so we went tanglin mall to slack awhile and he had delifrance. but he cnat finish.. so i had free food. heh. went for service after that and lunch at holland. and then to reuben's grandfather's wake. and then went home. man.. todays so lifeless

2005-01-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

ben silas niam jiahui and i went fishing today at bedok jetty. the journey on 196 was long, very long. when we finally reached, we had lunch first, then headed for the jetty.

gees, my first time fishing. so we were busy setting up the rods and all, and started fishing. i guess today was a really bad day cos only ben and niam caught a fish each. and everyone else around the jetty werent much better off too. talk about beginners' luck. heh. we were pretty cooked in the sun, now all our backs and shoulders hurt like hell. but quite fun. lol.

went for dinner and a movie. meet the fockers. extremely brainless show

2005-01-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

haha okay first of all, i apologise for being late and influencing silas toh and darren to be late with me also. but.. not totally my fault what. cos like gracia and reuben whole day late one. how i know today hari raya den they decide to come early

anyway silas and i met foong coincidentally at clementi mrt station. he went on to meet someone else. heh. we went to this place to fly kite.. this empty piece of land near the benjamin shears bridge. man the walk there was totally AWESOME. i didn know singapore was that nice.. i mean its like completely different from the city life that we're all used to. its like some park thingy.. it feels like the shire. its super peaceful and quiet and theres greenery everywhere and its sunny and theres a pond and theres no one there but your friends. thats etopia.

so we tried to fly kite. man.. it sucks. only darren and justin managed to really fly them. the rest of us were like.. some idiots trying to fly the bloody thing. and the sun was blazing down on us. hahha but actually iit was pretty fun. played abit of soccer and took some photos too. after that we went marina. but we had hell of a time going there. the walk was long and disorientating. didn know where we were going. and.. yeah. we were supposed to meet cheryl there but we were super duper late and i think she was kinda pissed or something so she left. haha. sorry?

we met cj and eileen at cine and took neoprint at hereen. it was kinda screwd la.. the reuben and me kissing scene went wrong so it turned out ugly. eww. oh and we saw niam and matthew wang, but on seperate occasions. kinda interesting to find niam at town cos he wasnt really a town kid. lol.

we went for a movie at lido. hotel rwanda. in my opinion, it was just an okay show. pretty average cos it didn make me cry. i mean like this kind of shows are supposed to move the viewers alot and make them emotional or something, but this one doesn really do that. but the story was quite sad tho. and we all went home after that. silas and i had a nice time laughing at the tissue song. it goes like this;

one dollar one dollar

hello one dollar
uncle auntie xiao di xiao mei

pang wo mai tissue paper......... how ma?

which in english means;

one dollar one dollar

hello one dollar

uncle auntie small boy small girl

help me buy tissue paper.........okay?

2005-01-20T22:13:00.001+08:00

oh ya got people wave at me.hhaa

2005-01-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

happy birthday cheryl.

im drained. super duper tired. had a game against sajc just now and we lost 7-0. but heck the results. it was a good game. a good learning experience for all of us.

2005-01-19T21:11:00.000+08:00

okay. happy birthday natalie. and happy birthday cheryl in advance. man.. its like this whole week almost everyday got someones birthday. lol. january is a famous month.

went aspire hub today and took even more pictures. and then went queensway and then dinner.

i am gonna make it a point to get rid of my mat/mud slang. gotta be chinese

2005-01-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

firstly, happy birthday kenneth toh. heard you had some birthday bash from the bb huh. crap man.. should have joined bb. den can whack you also.

anyway mrs kwek sucks big time. shes crazy. honestly man.. seriously definately out of her mind. oh and i was singing during chapel today.. the first time in the year. lol.

actually the initial plan was for silas niam sheranne ness and me to go town to catch a show. but, sheranne la.. haiiiiiiiiiiii. nvm theres still next time. but in the midst of the persuasion and discussion we took some photos but niam went back already so it was only the 4 of us. but i doubt i'll put them up cos i dont think you people actually bother. i mean its not your fault la cos we are all busy people right. heh.

after that silas and i went to ikea.. but we ended up in aspire hub after some unforseen circumstances. so we were slacking there and taking more pics. actually aspire hub is a super nice place to slack and chill. mr ng should open a cafe or something.. sure make alot of money one. afterwards we went for dinner with mr ng, esther and felicia. mr ng treated us. and thats about it.

2005-01-17T19:49:00.000+08:00

theres something that i have been wanting to say, but it always slips my mind.

delta goodrem is the freaking best.
okay last time i knew that she was already good from innocent eyes and born to try and not me not i. but i didn really bother until like recently? when i downloaded her album and saw ALMOST HERE VIDEO! OH MY GOODNESS, SHES DAMN PRETTY. her smile is like damn nice and her voice is good too. so shes not just some glamour girl. and she seems pretty modest too i think. haha. not the diva type. crap man.. she rocks. you people gotta check her out.

beaver told me to get rid of the smiley face on my shoes but i dont think im gonna do anything about it la. its like.. style. you know.. its ones originality. something like that.
training was quite okay today cos we didn do sprinting cos of the bad weather. and played abit of soccer after that

2005-01-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

firstly, its yeow hui's and sheng's birthday today so lets just say happy birthday to them.

okay i dont have much to blog about.. but yingchun niam hui and i were playing football manager over the network and its like super fun? tho its slow. but its real fun la. hahha.

so singapore won the tiger cup. yay.

2005-01-15T10:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a tiring day. but fun nevertheless. took some picstures. and thats about it